Alright...I haven't posted here in a loooooong time. This probably isn't a very compelling bitch session, but it's a bitch none the less. My bitch today is...Alex. That's right.
Ok...I'm trying as hard as I can to be nice and keep him up to date about the baby and stuff. I'm really trying to let him be involved because he says he wants to be involved........but anyway. What I'm trying to say is that I think he should take a more active role in the baby's life (even though it's not here yet). So, he's kind of pissing me off. And the sad thing is I can't even tell him how pissed I am and I don't know why....but when I get on the phone with him for some weird reason I can't bring myself to be bitchy to him.
Also, I've been thinking of different names for the baby. We had decided that if it's a girl, it would be Terra Michelle. Well, now I'm thinking of some other names. So, I told him one name that I really like and he automatically starts making fun of it. Then he says that he'll "give it some thought"...as if he's in control of what I name MY child! I wanted to tell him that he's not being a father, so I'll just name it what I want and I don't care what he thinks. And also, although I haven't talked to him about it yet, I'm seriously considering giving the baby my last name. The way I figure, if he's not going to act like a father, then why should I give the baby his name?? If he keeps up like this, then he won't be in the delivery room either. His ass will be in the waiting room with everyone else. I'll have my mom with me either way and that's the one that's really important. And if at all possible, I'll have Clint with me. I'd rather have him in the delivery room with me than Alex anyway. Honestly, I don't think Alex will be able to handle it...I think he would puss out. But Clint....he handles blood and gore and a lot of things that are much worse than childbirth on a daily basis. I think he'd be a lot more supportive too.
But anyway, I guess that's my rant for the day.
Peace.....
Ok...I'm trying as hard as I can to be nice and keep him up to date about the baby and stuff. I'm really trying to let him be involved because he says he wants to be involved........but anyway. What I'm trying to say is that I think he should take a more active role in the baby's life (even though it's not here yet). So, he's kind of pissing me off. And the sad thing is I can't even tell him how pissed I am and I don't know why....but when I get on the phone with him for some weird reason I can't bring myself to be bitchy to him.
Also, I've been thinking of different names for the baby. We had decided that if it's a girl, it would be Terra Michelle. Well, now I'm thinking of some other names. So, I told him one name that I really like and he automatically starts making fun of it. Then he says that he'll "give it some thought"...as if he's in control of what I name MY child! I wanted to tell him that he's not being a father, so I'll just name it what I want and I don't care what he thinks. And also, although I haven't talked to him about it yet, I'm seriously considering giving the baby my last name. The way I figure, if he's not going to act like a father, then why should I give the baby his name?? If he keeps up like this, then he won't be in the delivery room either. His ass will be in the waiting room with everyone else. I'll have my mom with me either way and that's the one that's really important. And if at all possible, I'll have Clint with me. I'd rather have him in the delivery room with me than Alex anyway. Honestly, I don't think Alex will be able to handle it...I think he would puss out. But Clint....he handles blood and gore and a lot of things that are much worse than childbirth on a daily basis. I think he'd be a lot more supportive too.
But anyway, I guess that's my rant for the day.
Peace.....
